i am not a little girl anymore.
i realised as you grow older,
you are expected to stand on your own feet more.
you cannot whine and fuss over small issues.
you don't get as much attention as you would in the past.
no one will come running when you wake up screaming over a bad dream.
no one will come and fuss over your when you have a cut on your knee or fingers.
no one will come and ask you anxiously when you cry in a corner, what is wrong?
you are expected to know how to take care of yourself.
"you are a big girl now, must learn to be independent."
people will just say "she'll get over it"
"just a cut, put plaster can
le la."
"leave her alone, so old
liao, she can handle it."
no i won't,
no i can't.
i don't wanna grow up.
